…I know.
School is really kicking my rear…BUT I’m making all A’s and B’s on my midterms so I’m hoping that it’ll stay that way and I can get my HOPE back (it’s a scholarship of sorts for college students living in Georgia – I lost it after my first year of college because I pretty much underestimated the work load. Ah, well…such is life.)
I’ve been having a terrible time emotionally…it’s hard to explain a lot. I’m not anticipating staying at my job much longer (and this is something I’m NOT volunteering for), I really feel like a lot of my friends have turned their backs on me (long story – but if that’s the case then it’s for the better…it was for ridiculous reasons anyhow), I’m feeling down, things are definitely not looking well for me religiously (and it’s strictly my fault), I pulled my back on Tuesday and I’m recuperating from it, ick…
Anyways, Ronny took me to the fair recently. You know, it’s nothing like it used to be when I was little…but I still had a fairly good time. As much as we fight and argue and say A LOT of dumb things to each other…I really don’t think I could live without him. He makes me happy on a lot of different levels. I could be so down and out and I still feel a spark when he’s with me. I really don’t give him the credit he probably deserves.
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